Posted in Mental health

Zero spoon day

   25 November 2022

In terms of spoons, today I woke up without any. Nothing will be done today.

Most days I have flashbacks about the events from when my children were disappeared by their mother. At night those moments intrude into my dreams. Sometimes I dream I have woken up and can hear my children playing in the next room. Most days I just try to cope. I often fail.

Today is not a good day. Maybe tomorrow will be better?

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Type of day : Bad
Symptom : Absent mental health
Symptom : Can't stop remembering the past
Symptom : Doing my best to just stay alive
Stiffness : 3
Sleep today : 7.5 hours
Pain Level : 1
Mood : Barely holding it together
Feeling : Extremely low
Feeling : Extremely low
Author: Matt
Matt is a coder, fatty, and nerd who suffers from Ankylosing Spondylitis. This is where I talk about my health, my wieghtloss journey, coping with pain, diets, abd mental health. For more fun stuff by me try matrixdreams.com