Despite my pig out the other day, I have finally started to lose weight. Why am I not happy then?
Change: -2.7 kg and -0.8 BMI
I’m stoked that my efforts are starting to manist as results. However, my physical health is only one facet of my overall health that I need to improve. For reasons known only to my unconscious mind, lots of memories that I’d rather not think about have been playing on a loop in my head of late.
I often feel like Sisko – I live in those dark parts of my past. Time for me is not wholly linear.
Boyinaband put it best in his track “I’m not dead.” It really speaks to me where I am at.
I am not dead. I will get through the low times. I will not let it drown me.
